walls impede my progress.
the venture bros., hannibal, teen wolf, sherlock, dir en grey, the nightrunner series, akira (manga & film), sailor moon, cabin pressure, comics/marvel, 銀魂, ﾓﾉﾉ怪, 純情ロマンチカ, books, photography, 折り紙がだいすきー coffee, writing, music, crosswords。
&i dance in secret, take too many pictures, my tumblr leans more toward fandom than photography; i read as often as i can, drink excessive amounts of coffee and tea; and my dreams inspire my life. i want to write.
currently listening to:shearwater, tegan & sara, 30 seconds to mars, dir en grey, girugämesh, and a ton of other nostalgic old j-rock (;´ｰ`)ゞl'arc~en~ciel, miyavi, dir en grey, luna sea.... まあーめちゃくちゃノスタルジック！
this show confuses me on a fundamental level I never know what I should be feeling and when
one minute ahhhh therapy sessions yes yes have a lovely sharing momentfuCK WILL GET OUT HE’S GOING TO EAT YOU
the tiniest flowers in my garden. #lavender #coriander #gardening #plants #flowers #summer
moonflower seedlings look like little brains! #flowers #moonflowers #gardening #plants #seedlings #summer
lavender, lemon balm, tomatoes, cosmos.
—today i planted more basil around my tomatoes and a tray of morning glories and moon flowers; i can’t wait to see them bloom!
#no you don’t understand #you can’t understand this this is the worst possible thing #because in this moment Kirk knows #he watches Spock die #he feels how important Spock will become to him #how important he is to Spock #and then Khan happens #and the enterprise is falling # and he remembers the radiation core and he knows #he knows what is going to happen #and he refuses #he can’t let that happen #not to Spock #because Spock is everything #so he goes into the radiation core alone #and later when Spock finds him #Kirk dies with a smile on his face #because it doesn’t matter anymore #because he saved Spock
STOP DESTROYING MY SOUL OK JUST STOP ITTT
ambedo n. a kind of melancholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details—raindrops skittering down a window, tall trees leaning in the wind, clouds of cream swirling in your coffee—which leads to a dawning awareness of the haunting fragility of life